About Me

Mother to 2 sweet girls who were born in China. and a very happy little baby boy from Vietnam. Wife to a loving husband Chris. Also mom to dogs, cats, and birds. I am a very tired pediatric ER nurse.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

My guys!







A part of me gets weak when I see these two together. I love them both so dearly I have to take a deep breath sometimes. I call Chris "the fun guy" because when Dylan see him he lights up and shines! Chris plays with him from morning to night, and has much more patience than I do. The bond they share humbles me, confirms how beautiful, and simple love is. A family is a gift so wonderful, so strong.

Tomorrow the girls come back home from camp and I cannot wait until we all are together again. I really am thankful for the grace and beauty of these incredible people in my life.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Dylan goes to Maine

We just got back from a 5 day trip to mid coast Maine. We stayed in Camden, and visited Chris's Dad and Stepmom. We were in Rockland and Belfast as well. It was a terrific vacation. The only thing missing was the girls, they are away at camp for 2 long weeks. Dylan loves the water, the sand, the rocks, and Thomas play tables. We discovered that he loves the play tables so much that he cannot be removed from them at all without screaming and kicking. Now my mission at home is to find one at a 2nd hand shop. He really is cute to watch at the toy stores playing with the trains and tracks. I cannot believe how much this kids loves to play. It is great to watch. He can make a game out of anything.

Top of Camden Hills, (a killer hike)





Ready to Trail Blaze
















Thursday, July 10, 2008

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Garden Treasures





"I Did not plant you, True. But when The season is done - When the alternate Prayers for sun And for rain Are counted- When the pain Of weeding And the pride Of watching Are through-

Then I will hold you High, A shining sheaf Above the thousand Seeds grown wild.

Not my planting, But by heaven My harvest - My own child."
(unsure of author)

When I think about the current situation of international adoption I feel so sad. I look st these faces and I cannot imagine life without them. More than worth the waiting, the endless paperwork, all the sleepless nights... I count my blessings. I feel for all the PAP's waiting for their child to love. The current wait for a child from China is years, Vietnam is most likely going to stop international adoption on Sept 1st. What would I do if faced with this situation years ago? All I know is I would NOT be where I am now. Every choice we have made in our lives has been for these kids. Every choice we did made for them has given us love, laughter and joy beyond belief.
Thank you Emily, Claire and Dylan for being born and being my world.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

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Summer is here, gas is over 4 dollars a gallon, food is ridiculously expensive, and what can we do? Dylan says we need to dance, and play with Tupperware. When these things get old and stale we can mix it up with splashing in the dogs water dish and throwing mashed up food as far as we can fling it, or kicking off your shorts during diaper changes. If you feel especially overwhelmed you can throw yourself on floor and kick until your shoes come off your feet. Sometimes playing in a small pool with a cup can relieve stress, fill up the cup, dump it out over and over again. You can always play peek-a-boo at the gas station! Hands clasped over your eyes, is it 70, 80 or more for this tank. Then you can have a meltdown if is goes higher.

We are becoming homebodies, enjoying the simple pleasure of summer. It took the price of gas to slow me down somewhat. A perfect morning is watching my son dance his chubby legs off to Rhianna and Beyonce. We spend time in the garden I weed, he fills a cup with mulch, I water the plants he darts after the water spray.

In 1 week the girls are off to a camp in the Adirondacks for 2 weeks. I feel frantic letting them go. Wasn't it yesterday they were dancing around the house in princess dresses, and playing with barbies in the pool? I know they will have a blast, and it is valuable to experience life on their own, but this is the first time for us all.

All I can say is I need to savor more of everyday, life speeds on by, and never runs out of gas. You cannot place a price on memories. Like the girls on Tuesday, waiting up to way after midnight for me to come home from work, just to talk and cuddle. Yesterday while I was in the shower I look over and there is Dylan sitting on the floor playing with a coin and a plastic cup. Reading Good Night Moon and Dylan kissing "the 2 little kittens", Claire loved the quiet old lady whispering "hush", And Emily's little finger always found the mouse.